The journey continues

Well, I don't how to write the story specially a good story to tell everyone. Anyway I was in my own mission, to conquer the world. It's totally opposites what I was expecting with myself. I thought my life like rising stars or happiness ever after story, the disney's version. What I got is I battle depression in my whole life. I totally lost in this world and became self-isolated person, from be hippie person to depressed person. God I wish I had other's story to tell than my success's story. It's not about me any longer, it's God's and His story with me today. Amen

This is my story ........ about me and God. Everything is real, we can't sell any imitation in front of God even we think we can. It's totally absurd.

The Journey to Eternity...... just began.........

Once upon a time.......... in China ? No, it's in Indonesia, if you remember where I was born and raised by two beautiful parents. Things wasn't that great, but we managed to go beyond everyone's expectations. If you could study aboard/overseas, it's mean you were from elite's or rich's. And it's true, because we could afford it, in my time, not much peoples could do it. Only the rich's can. These days, if you can study aboard, not necessary you come from the rich's because everyone's can afford it now. Thanks China for it , they made it success for everyone to share.

In my times, China still was developed country, peoples were still poor and helpless, not like today's China are. Things are so fast, The European needed 200 years to develop, China had beat them with only 20 years to develop its technologies and its economics' grow which made a lot friends and enemies in the way. 

So forget about China now. Actually I am chinese myself, but I can't speak Mandarin or Cantonese. The Chinese's I got from my family is Fujian's dialect. My grandparents certainly came from China, but because of the wars, they migrated from China to South-East Asia's countries which is in Indonesia. It's my birth country and I was born in there. we were strangers in our own country. There's always be a tension between the indigenous peoples and migrated peoples from other countries, we can't help it, whether it's outsides or insides, there always a war in it.

So .... i need to stop in here. I hope you like my story so far. God Bless and see you on next story....