12/12/2021 3am Sydney time

Hi .... I believe we are going to celebrate Christmas and New Year very soon......

I wishes everyone have a beautiful Christmas and Happy New Year also 2022....

Like someone in the movies had said .... I will be back.... hehehe....

Hopefully I will see guys next year 2022....

..............................<the journey continues>

When I Stand at The Judgement Seat

When I stand at the judgment seat of Christ

And He shows me His plan for me;

The plan of my life as it might have been

Had He had His way, and I see
How I blocked Him here and I checked Him there
And I would not yield my will,
Shall I see grief in my Savior’s eyes;

Grief though He loves me still
Oh, He’d have me rich, and I stand there poor,
Stripped of all but His grace,
While my memory runs like a hunted thing
Down the paths I can’t retrace.
Then my desolate heart will well-nigh break
With tears that I cannot shed.
I’ll cover my face with my empty hands
And bow my uncrowned head.

No. Lord of the years that are left to me

I yield them to Thy hand.

Take me, make me, mold me

To the pattern Thou hast planned.

- unknown source

The journey continues

Well, I don't how to write the story specially a good story to tell everyone. Anyway I was in my own mission, to conquer the world. It's totally opposites what I was expecting with myself. I thought my life like rising stars or happiness ever after story, the disney's version. What I got is I battle depression in my whole life. I totally lost in this world and became self-isolated person, from be hippie person to depressed person. God I wish I had other's story to tell than my success's story. It's not about me any longer, it's God's and His story with me today. Amen

This is my story ........ about me and God. Everything is real, we can't sell any imitation in front of God even we think we can. It's totally absurd.

The Journey to Eternity...... just began.........

Once upon a time.......... in China ? No, it's in Indonesia, if you remember where I was born and raised by two beautiful parents. Things wasn't that great, but we managed to go beyond everyone's expectations. If you could study aboard/overseas, it's mean you were from elite's or rich's. And it's true, because we could afford it, in my time, not much peoples could do it. Only the rich's can. These days, if you can study aboard, not necessary you come from the rich's because everyone's can afford it now. Thanks China for it , they made it success for everyone to share.

In my times, China still was developed country, peoples were still poor and helpless, not like today's China are. Things are so fast, The European needed 200 years to develop, China had beat them with only 20 years to develop its technologies and its economics' grow which made a lot friends and enemies in the way. 

So forget about China now. Actually I am chinese myself, but I can't speak Mandarin or Cantonese. The Chinese's I got from my family is Fujian's dialect. My grandparents certainly came from China, but because of the wars, they migrated from China to South-East Asia's countries which is in Indonesia. It's my birth country and I was born in there. we were strangers in our own country. There's always be a tension between the indigenous peoples and migrated peoples from other countries, we can't help it, whether it's outsides or insides, there always a war in it.

So .... i need to stop in here. I hope you like my story so far. God Bless and see you on next story....

My Early Journey with Christ

How does it started ? Well, out of my curiosity, I found this OCF group at my uni where I was studying in Melbourne. I thought I just made some friends over there and, of course I had bunch of friends from the place I came from. Most of them drunk, half-naked, fighting over girls or just enjoying their youths as normal peoples do, which bring to this group called OCF. My first reaction is all peoples are nice and friendly, most of them are asians, chinese of course, most of them came from malaysia /singapore and indonesian also, they look decent and presentable, nothing like my buddies I hang around with.

So that's how it began, I think about 25 years ago. It started with, be friends with decent peoples and end up with Jesus. Of course, I was curious about these peoples at beginning, they didn't talk like normal peoples do, they prayed, and sang the songs, well it's fine for me and later, I found I was born again, I never been so happy about my life before, look like I hit the winner lottery's numbers. That's how I started to believe in Jesus, later I found out about it, they called it, born again christians which christians must have to follow Christ, and I don't know about it, but I like it, it looked like I am a child again. Can you believe it? Neither do I. 

That's the first chapter from now .... I will update it again later and review it again with better grammar and punctuations. I hope and pray, you enjoy my story in Christ. Thank you for reading and God Bless. Amen